Some days I love my life, my job, everything...but others I'm forced to make adult decisions. Anyone that knows me, knows that I 100% hate making decisions, and I've got some big ones coming up. You could say that I have a kind of Peter Pan complex, I never wanted to completely grow up. I liked being just young enough that you can force other people to make decisions for me and then if it went wrong then I wasn't to blame. I don't have that option any more and I miss it. I wish others could tell me what to do, but I guess I'm finally old enough that I can't. This has been a rough year for me for several reasons and I would like to end it on a high note. I like a quote I have read recently "unless life gives you sugar along with your lemons, your lemonade is going to suck," well I'm looking for my sugar in my life right now.
I have enjoyed having some free time after school again. It was really weird yesterday when I got home before 10:00 on a Friday. It is good for me to be busy, but I really don't like to be swamped like I was for the last two months. I'm going to take a few weeks to relax, then I will have to get back to work on something. I don't know what yet, but hopefully it will involve moving.
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